my innocence paid

now wait till I lost, 
deep into my thoughts;
no tears,no emotions, 
let me breath in this ocean; 
ocean is full of madness, 
no space for my sadness;
you lured me, I guess, 
a horse,a field of chess;
my innocence paid, 
who cares you raid; 
don't bother,what I tell, 
don't repell;don't repell; 
now wait till I lost, 
deep into my thoughts !